I've written about this before, and I don't want to dwell because it's dark and dreary! (My past post about fear of loss can be found here.)
What scares me most is losing those I love. I have seen death in many ways. In young and old, tragic and anticipated. I feel blessed enough to have those closest to me still with me here in this world. I also have faith that those who have left are in a place of endless love and comfort. However, I still get scared.
My anxiety is one that I try to calm through prayer. I try to make each day count with my loved ones, I try to ensure that those close to me know and feel my love. I do not get to choose or say who gets to stay here with me, I just get to trust!